BECOMING GOOD ENOUGH FOR GOOD INTENTIONS

When a good intention is not enough,

          Make more of the kind

If it fails to work out, too

                    Play around with the How

                    How you’ve been with the intention you think good

If your effort seems to not fall into place,

                              Make sure you understand the intention really well

                              Revisit your personal definition

                              And measurement of what a good intention is

If it does not work,

                    It signals another need to see closely

                    The person the intention is aimed to

                    Did they share the same thought of what is meant to be good

                    Understand and appreciate their thoughts

                              People and old sayings might discourage you to give up

                              They say, we have not enough patience to keep up with lives

                              I am afraid they would be true if they believe them

                              At the end, it might not only about the good will we are saying

WE ARE ALSO SHOWING HOW WILLING WE ARE TO MAKE THE GOODS BECOME REALLY GOOD.

Me Now

I was in the state where I couldn't believe what's just happened.

I feel like going to the time when I couldn’t describe it well.

It's like the world turns up side down.

It just happens right away in a blink of eyes.

I feel the hope rising and the suddenly the regret coming

I wish I had reacted differently to anything I just underwent

In more elegant and warm way

Life makes jokes at times

And it does make me laugh and cry

But I enjoy it

Enjoy the cries and the laughter life has brought me

eL Ow Vi Ii

It's like the world only belongs to me and you
The one I wish to live with forever 
I never bother thinking about what people are talking behind our back
It’s nothing before me
It's like the world is all about us

Each time you stare at me, 
I’m trembling
I'm feeling nervous
I sense a weird yet full-of-fun and addicting sensation erecting from my heart
Poems, books, films, and any works I have read, watched, heard and been told about reveal the truth 
Those descriptive words represent me now
Represent my warming heart

All the hatred inside my heart have faded away
Like a cloud blown by the August wind
Never could I trace it back

When I feel the magic of love
I see everything beautiful however suck things 
I see how well-timed my life is 
I don’t want to lose it 
I want to stay with you right now right here

I feel I am someone else
My logic has been conquered with the beauty of the human feeling
I plan and do nothing
Words in my to-do list have gone out of sight 

All I want to do
Is imagining
Being together with you
Expressing my affection
Telling you how I feel
If necessary, I’ll shout my heart out

I look like a foul
I am, now
But this gives me courage and energy to do it all
I don't care about people
See no point of paying attention to them

My feeling is more worth-attention 

A POEM FOR MY GROWING UP NIECE, DELA

Just yesterday people call you sweetie

It is still loud enough in my ears everyone’s appraisal

Now you are alone

People ignore the fact that you are loveable

They have a pity on you 
A blind pity

They don’t see how you try to shed your tears

You bear those pains even in your early age

When kids are supposed to enjoy their days with present and showered with attention and love of parents

Now you are alone

Your mom who loves you much chose to go

Cry, sweetie!

Cry for mistake she did

Your dad now is the only one left to love

I don’t call you sweetie

I don’t consider you really cute

I’m not obsessed to be someone special for you

But I’m finding a way to shed your tears and help you recover  

My Talk With God Part II

GOD told me the plan in such a motherly manner. Yet, I could only stare at God not knowing what to do and say.

GOD: You seem confused.

YOSAFAT: I do, God!

GOD: Let me find a better way.

YOSAFAT: Okay. I’ll wait.

After a while GOD re-explains the plan and this time as slowly and clearly as possible.

GOD: That’s it...

YOSAFAT: God?

GOD: Yes.

YOSAFAT: Are you sure with that?

GOD: What makes you so anxious that you doubt my plan?

YOSAFAT: I thought you made anything easy.

GOD: I am confident enough about my power to create you!

YOSAFAT: And I thought you would come up with a specifically detailed plan. So, what I should do is just to stick with it. 

GOD: What would you likely get if you only follow my plan?

YOSAFAT: I have to make my own?

GOD: That’s the reason why I grant you with my piece of rational breathe. 

YOSAFAT: What about having a horse ranch or anything to do with this animal, God. I love horses. They look strong, endurable, independent but faithful.

God laughs at my child-like manner in explaining my adoration to Horse.

YOSAFAT: Why do you laugh at my plan?

GOD: I feel rather jealous. 

YOSAFAT: Don’t worry God. You are the creator of this splendid animal. You deserve the highest praise.

GOD: Thank you! Well, my son. You can be anything you want. But you have got to remember to send me email, text me, or call me for anything you do. I won’t get tired of sharing my thoughts to you.

YOSAFAT: Yes. Anyway God, where had you been? Did you change your phone number or were you out of town lately? It was kind of hard to call you.

To be continued…